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If you still reading I don't think you're an asshole any more.... Lov's Ya

Charlie Brown...

Have you ever wondered what the hell the adults used to say on Charlie Brown? Always making noises but not forming any words I understand now what was happening!!! You get to a certain point in your life that everything you say sounds exactly like they do on the show. I think that's why no one really understands what you are saying or they don't care so they block you out and all they get is the BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH....
It's funny to me, you spend most of your adult life trying to get points across and no one seems to be listening or caring about what you say. Why do we do this? Why do we waste endless hours trying to find a way to communicate with eachother, when really no one is paying attation to the message. That's why I say every adult should say FUCK IT... Just like the kids do. Remember your childhood days, how many of you were happier then? Just a thought....

Happy Monday!!

What You See.....

Last week I was watching "You Got Mail" and Meg Ryan said something that suck in my head for the following week. "Kathleen Kelly: So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? " This Quote sticks with me because I fell the same when it comes to movies. As long as I remember, I have be obsessed with movies. Sometimes I'm almost confused if a thought is really mine or was it something I seen in a movie.
You like some things and don't really know why, when did you start to like this. The way you dress,the style of your hair, the way you pronounce words are all things that movies can effect in your life.

It is funny to me, when you look at movie and wish that life was like that. You sit there watching how these actors fall in love and out of love and back into love and wonder why that doesn't happen in the real world. I will tell you why!!!!!! cause the real world does not work with a scripts, we live life. Regular old Joes... don't jump from one moving car to another with out getting hurt. But we watch these movies and think that this could just happen.. How many of you walked in the street at night and feel as if someone is following you, or there is something in the bushes. The fairy tale land is a nice place to hide, but some day I think I should open my eyes and realize that life isn't like that.....

Just Thinking...
1. You ever think if you held you breath long enough and closed your eyes, all the small annoyances in your life would disappear.

2. When you think about it enough you spend most of your time repeating yourself and still their are people out there that don't understand what you are saying.

3. Memories are dangerous things, the good ones come and go. But the bad ones well they stay with you forever.

4. You spend your whole life dreaming of the life that you want to live, but you missed the life that you did live.

5. Why is it, when you see a stray on the street and it's cute you feel the need to take it home.

6. When was the last time you really had a good cry and it had nothing to do with heart break,loss or happiness.

7. Do you think there is a such thing as soul mates, or is it just a tale that we learn in childhood and carry it on to adulthood.

8. Fairy tales....Blah... They should be outlawed

Face Lift....

Wow it's been some time since I posted anything. I was looking at my site today and thought to myself, this is pretty plain. So this is what I came up with, going through all the blogskins this one seemed fun.

This is simply and update on what's going on in the world of Jen. Most of you that read this post work with me or have worked with me at some point, that's why I'm no going on about what's going on at work. Why bother we all have our own opinions and we have been bitching about them to each other in one way or another.

What I have to say about this is totally different..... With all the commotion going on now, I have to act like an adult and make some decisions about my life.Trust me I have been putting it off.Staying in Cape Breton if I loose my job is not looking too good, I do have to think of my bills and life in general. What this means is that I may have to look into another location to work. I have had a few people ask me to go to various parts of the country, the opportunity is there I just need to make the move.

Growing up as an ARMY BRAT, I never really had a chance to settle into a community and start roots. I have now lived in Cape Breton for 12 years and I have made great friends and the roots are deeper than you think. So sitting here thinking that again; I have to pack my life up and start brand new again scares me....... But hey we have to do what we can do to, I'm not about to stick around here working two jobs just so I can keep close to the ones I love. Besides I'm sure someday the folks would like to see me leave the nest...LOL Looks like my poor ole' focus is going to have some miles put on it.
Well take Care All and I will keep you posted

ARE YOU OUT THERE?????????

A Moment in My Mind

When I lay in bed at night, I tend to think about everything under the sun and moon. Here are some examples;

What it would be like if I won the 649, who would I take care of and who would I forget.

When I have my children what will I name them, will I be like my parents, and would I be a good mom.

What would my life be like if I moved away and would my life be the same when I came back?

Replay the day's events

Try to understand how and why at this age my life is not what I planned it to be.

Do I have a sign on my head that says to the nearest asshole that I enjoy being shit on.

Have that dream lover that you think about every night and say good night to, you picture your soap like romance. This is almost better than the real thing.

And so on, I could sit here all day telling you the wild things I picture in my mind. I swear I should have written romance novels, I'm sure they would be best sellers. The thing is you sit here and wish and hope and pray that you life will pick up, that is will change for the better. But we are missing one crucial part... We have our lives, we have the power to make even the shittest existence become something beautiful. I learned that this week, your life can be cut short with a blink of an eye, so why sweat the small stuff. I may not be that picture perfect girl that I want to be, the job I have may not be some big shot executive job, and I my vacations do not consist of trips to Europe. What I am is plain girl next door that someday, someone will not be able to live without, and I will have my family and my fairytale ending. Everything I do in-between is an adventure, something to tell the grandkids…

Have a Happy Easter... Please take care of yourselves.....

Ancient Egyptians believed that upon death they would be asked two questions and their answers would determine whether they could continue their journey in the afterlife. The first question was, "Did you bring joy?" The second was, "Did you find joy?"
--Leo Buscaglia